A Very Cold Month

"When you taught you lost everything, you find out you can always lose some more... "
(a part of a Bob Dylan song)

Here's a FlopZoom graph of my last 493 hands of sit 'n go poker. It's not pretty. 43 times I had a one pair hand, 7 times two pair. The other 443 hands I folded or missed...
Is there anything left to say?
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There's very little room for big bluffs or daring moves in a turbo sit 'n go. Without a quality hand every now and then it is hard. It is really hard. The format starts annoying me. Shoving with a 10 big blind stack to lose time after time...
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I don't know how long I want to keep torture myself like this... It's hard to even remember the days when I was running well...
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November is rigged.